Psalm 139:1

"O Lord, thou hast searched me, and known me".

You are no stranger to God. He's not shocked by you. He's not hiding from you. He knows you! He knows who you are, what you like, what you daydream about and where you are.
So whether you have sexual addictions, your not attracted to your spouse or you have a mind that is like "Fantasy Island", God knows where you are.

If you have prayed and asked him for his help, he is helping you. It may not feel like it, it may not look like, it but he is.

Continue to read your bible and continue to work on doing the right things. He knows you and he is working to help you change. Like a play, he is behind the curtain setting up the scene for the next act...your healing. What do you think?